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Faith + Humour = 36 Years of Marriage


My husband, Michael, and I have been married for 36 years, and we are happy and still in love. Surprisingly, we have become one in reality, deeply in tune with each other’s spirits even though we are still opposites in personality. Our tangible joy is inexplicable through secular eyes, because from all outward appearances our life together has been a tough journey including poverty, nine kids, overwhelming chores on a small family farm and long-term, clinical depression.

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Accessing Power in the Sacrament of Marriage

The grace available in the Sacrament of Marriage is not some esoteric theology;  it is real and it is powerful. The power available in the sacrament is what kept my husband and I together through the rough years. We both understood, beyond a doubt, that God brought us together. We never questioned this basic call from God, our vocation together, even during the dark years.

I have always managed to keep our difficulties in perspective through humour.  One of my jokes is on the typical marriae6aa25c1402749f5183c220c54c0c11 (1)age vow about for better or worse, for richer or poorer, in sickness and in health. I say, “Well, we’ve seen worse, poorer and sickness and we are more than ready for better, richer and healthier.” Then I dissolve into gales of laughter.  I must admit Michael never fails to simply raise one eyebrow in my direction and smile apologetically at our visitors. However, the truth is humour works. It has been proven, when people  laugh at their foibles and do not take themselves too seriously, their problems suddenly shrink and they in turn gain perspective. Over-dramatizing conflict is deadly. This is simply an example of cognitive therapy in action: take a step away from each conflict and looking at the big picture, through the eyes of God.

The Gift of Suffering

Surprisingly, one of the keys to the longevity of our marriage is suffering. Suffering was a gift which unified us because it stripped away false pride and forced us to our knees in prayer. Honest prayer led both of us to self-knowledge, humility and compassion for  each other. When I asked a priest what my life would have been like if I had not suffered, if I had married a well-off dentist, had 1.25 kids and lived in an efficient, modern house, he put on a phony, pious face, put his hands together in prayer, and said in a high, mocking voice, ”Oh, you would be a nice Christian lady, praising the Lord.” What he meant by that amusing bit of acting was I would be shallow, without depth and strength. Well, when I see the results of a bit of suffering in our marriage, I say bring it on.

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The Role of Faith in Our Marriage

The only reason my husband and I got married and stayed married is our faith. We are a brother and a sister in Christ, fellow children of God who seek His will together. We have always been on the same page, sensing the next level of growth in our spiritual walk  and changing at the same pace. This has been a pure gift from God. It was growth in maturity and in my faith which healed our marriage because when I quit demanding love from my husband, quit trying to control him, he was set free to love me in freedom and in truth, in the power of the Spirit of God. When I let go and surrendered to God, He blessed me with more than I could ever have asked for in our marriage.

Advice for People Who Are Dating 

Many young people  wait secretly for their knight in shining armor to whisk them off their feet so they can live happily ever after, or for a wonderful woman to lift off  a sense of aimlessness. Although we laugh at such ridiculous fantasies as the stuff of naive, lovesick teenagers, we all must face the deep temptation within ourselves to seek out a future partner to fulfill all of our needs. We have been brainwashed by Hollywood’s romantic movies. The truth is, counter to what secular society would lead us to believe, only God can meet our core need for love. Countless marriages end up in divorce, because people have embraced the crazy notion that the man or woman of their dreams will completely satisfy and fulfill them. This is a lie.

If you want to get married, seek the face of God, trust Him and He will drop someone in your path, because marriage is just as much a vocation and a calling as Holy Orders. My husband once asked God to find him a wife and then forgot all about it as he dedicated a year to Madonna House in Combermere, Ontario, Canada. Then he spent another year at his local parish where he lived in the residence with an ill priest and helped him run the parish.  The next year, while travelling across Canada,  he stopped in to see a friend who was a parish worker but a note on the door explained Steve had taken his youth group on a picnic. Michael came over to my house to wait because I lived with Steve’s fiance. As soon as Micheal saw me, he knew I was the one for him. Michael still swears prayer is the best method for finding a bride.

Advice 

Society does not prepare people for a Christian marriage. Couples have to actively seek out help and advice. I suggest a multitude of tools from reading insightful books, conferences, retreats, confession, prayer, spiritual direction and counselling which help couples mature and grow together as one in Christ. As a newlywed, I wish someone had explained to me that in marriage partners irritate each other by pulling out each other’s darkness, bringing their wounds to the surface. Once I understood this spiritual dynamic, I quit blaming Michael and pointing out his faults and instead centered on my own need for repentance and growth.

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I spent years as a pitiful, innocent victim, crying my eyes out over my plight married to an insensitive man when all along my own sins blocked Christ’s love from flowing to both of us in our marriage. Once I focused on my own need for growth rather than on Michael’s issues, the Spirit of God could finally deal with my own sinfulness and need for healing. If I had thrown up my hands and divorced Michael, chances are the second fellow would have turned out exactly the same. My sinfulness triggered my husband’s sinfulness. Period. I had to stop blaming and pointing out Michael’s failings if I wanted a great marriage. Instead of pointing out the grain of sand in his eye, I had to allow God to show me the log of faults in my own eye. God designed us so only His love will fill the desperate desires of our hearts. Once I understood this truth, I could allow real love, respectful love, to grow between Michael and myself without making crushing demands on the poor guy to fulfill the role of God in my life.

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Why We Have a Large Family

We read a homily by Pope John Paul II  whose main premise was that letting go of control and trusting in God was not some abstract principle, but a day-to-day practical call that included the surrender of our fertility by not using contraception. Although we could not imagine how large our family would become, his words continued to resonate within both of us. Guilt lifted off and a sense of purpose took its place. Many small experiences kept reinforcing the truth: God calls each of our children into being with our cooperation. We stumbled blindly at times, but then a burst of clarity would shine light on our purpose as we lived out our pro-life mission.

Looking back over 36 years of marriage. I am filled with the joy of the Lord, grateful my husband is a patient man.

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14 thoughts on “Faith + Humour = 36 Years of Marriage

  1. You have so much wisdom, Melanie. This may be the best post on marriage I’ve ever read. Thank you. My husband and I have been married for 21 years and I see so much truth in what you’ve written here. People don’t expect grace to be so “messy” but it is! Great post!

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  2. I love your honesty. It reflects the real stuff of marriage. Ephesians 5: 24, 25: But as the church is subject to Christ, so also the wives ought to be to their husbands in everything. 25 Husbands, love your wives, just as Christ also loved the church and gave Himself up for her,
    Even before becoming Catholic, theses verses pointed out to me what marriage is. It’s easier for a husband to love his wife if she respects him, (If she likes him), and in turn it is easier to respect the husband if he loves me.
    Yes, marriage sanctifies each but using the sacred union to do it. We carry each other to heaven, and many others too. Simple, not easy. I agree a sense of humor is vital. What would we do if we couldn’t laugh. Yes, Over-dramatizing conflict is deadly. That is true! Because who doesn’t have conflict?

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  3. Written with true Christian humility – deep and honest. Melanie, this brings to mind the shabby excuse of a pre-marriage course we attended at church before we got married. The poor pastor tried his best but the 3 presenting couples who tried to lead us through the rigors we were likely to face in marriage were another piece of work altogether. I’ve always wondered why nothing they said touched or inspired my love and I. Today, reading your article, I know. What was missing was the sincerity and altruism you displayed in sharing about marriage in order to save marriages. Maybe sometime in the future, you could start a Dear Melanie marriage/pre-marriage counselling blog. Heaven knows we sure need one ❤

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    1. You have inspired me with your experience of marriage prep. I would love to share the reality, the messiness of our vocation which is simply part of God’s plan to heal and transform us. Perhaps a few more articles ould help me actually articulate our experiences better

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